*sigh*

[LadyLucy offline]

I know this rant is very un-original, but I have to put it somewhere.
It's funny...my rants are always on the topic of love...well, that's the romantic in me.
I'm in college, and people seem to be just as...judging as ever. YOu see, I have a physical problem: my right eye lid is weak, and so is lower than the other. It should be unnoticiable, but it's not. It's the first thing guys seem to notice about me. First the okay body, werid eyes, and rocker-chick hair...then the musican, the artist, the writer. And just when I find someone who sees me, not my eye? He's going to a priest. Seriously. We had one romantic thing, then he appoligizes, and says he just wants to be my friend. I am not mad at him: he is extremly sweet, and did everything to make me laugh and smile. He's also a fellow musican.
What I'm ranting about is simply: why does everyone else not see what he saw? Isn't there any guy out there who might realize that just because I'm a little odd looking doesn't mean I'm not a girl, with feelings, and a heart? *sigh*
Well that's my rant. Make of it what you will. I'm going to eat cake.

[MY85 offline]

I thought you were 15... sorry for thinking that way.

As for your looks, I can't say what would be the first thing I would notice in you (unless you provide a pic on the Show Your Face thread at BKO) since I've neever seen you.

Maybe the guy you had a little romantic thing went this way:
a) He didn't liked you really.
b) He probably just wanted a one night stand.
c) He didn't want to rush things up, as in first giving you and him some time enough to get to know each other better and then go for something more serious.
d) He would rather want you as a friend.

I don't know if I'm helping you, but I jsut felt like posting here now.

[Rail Runner offline]

you will be ok Lucy...you will find someone who cares for you as you are..and will stay with you for more than a day...it just means that he is not the right one for you...

[Sithking Zero offline]

It's okay, Lucy! We all love you . Anyways, I've been having a similar problem (not finding someone who will see the real me) so I can sympathize.

[Lyoko SA80 offline]

Well want can I say I in college aswell.I can say hand on heart that you sound very talented and that .yeah you got aproblem but people need to find the inner you .Want sprit and in heart you have.I better say that I got a girlfriend now but still you sound like a very nice girl