So Depressed.

[Overcaffeinated Sloth offline]

A while back, I posted a thread here, saying I was so depressed that I was driving to scuiscide. But I saw it a few days later, and there was a full two pages of people who were worried about me. And they all said they were my friends. And that brought me back. But now, I'm growing up, losing interest in Code Lyoko, and my friends are leaving. Tonight I got in a huge fight with Enox (Formerly X1) and RoDrInCuBiS. After that, I got the news my friend Numbuh 7, was leaving the forum due to being grounded. And that got me very depressed. Then I looked back, and saw my old friend, Blue Armor Boy, had not been on in nearly a month, and I'll admit I started to worry. These two I considered my clostest friends, and was very sorry to see them leave. But now, with my struggling with my grades, my friends, and just in a way myself, I'm afraid I must resign from Lyoko Freak.

No, I'm not going to kill myself, not yet. I most likely won't. Back at TvTome, I did the same thing exactly one year ago today actually, and felt a lot better. But now all I'm doing is causing chaos, spamming, and a lot of tention. I'm stopping this all the best way I can by taking a break.
You'll see in a few short minutes a new poem in my signature, I only ask you look carefully. It's the story about a girl who's in the middle of a fight with herself, and only keeps going to help her friends. But soon they die off, and she has no longer a will to fight. One day, she just drops everything, leaves, and doesn't come back.
Now I don't know if this is true. I don't know if I'll come back. But mabey I will. It will all come with time.
My accounts, if you wish to check, are as follows:
Neopets:
angelbolt
tinkernoodle
CNet:
AngelBolt
AnaiuHaikiu
Marapets:
AngelBolt
FanFiction.net
AngelBolt
DeviantART:
AngelBolt
e-mail: agility-champ@adelphia.net
Note: If you google AngelBolt, most of those are mine.

And from time to time, I might fiddle around with my fanart things, which will be at FiveSquareProductions, in the Fanart forum part, search through to find a link to the official website.

Well, goodbye for a while,
-Jackie*

[Stephen (x1)]

*hug* Goodbye. I'll miss you, I really will.

[Sanji offline]

Aww I'l miss you too AB...*big hug and goodbye Sanji cake with your picture on it*

Bye

[TB3]

(hugs)

Take care of yourself kiddo - be strong, never give up and I hope to see you again here soon!

[Skorpigeist offline]

It is a shame to see you go. I hope you that you will return some day. If not, then I sincerely hope that you take care of yourself and find happiness that everyone of us seeks

[Chosen_one offline]

You were always one to make great posts on Lyoko Freak...
...it's sad to see you go.

[Insanity Hero offline]

*hugs* AB your a pretty cool cat. And it's sad to see you leave. But I hope everything will turn for the better. *hands out some cookies* And if you come back you'll be greeted with open arms. If not well then hope you have a great time with life. I'll miss you with your witty comments and your shovel of doom. Good luck my friend.

[Paige offline]

NOOOO! Omigosh! Everyone is leaving! First numbuh 7! and now you! You two make it SO much fun on this forum! Awwww man. It's going to be no fun coming here anymore without you here.

Well, bye then! I'll missssss you!!!

[YDV offline]

Awww, AB! *hugs* Well, I hope you at least get around to feeling better.... I am sad to see you go, but if you think that's best.... hope you come back though. ^^

[Jeremified offline]

Same here. Don't worry, everyone, I'm here no matter who leaves.
Good luck, AB.

[. offline]

We'll be here awaiting your return with thoes sexy long legs of yours

Tell next we meet.

[odd girl offline]

Awww we'll all miss you

[Tekirai offline]

Gosh darn it, AB! You were one of the people I believed in the most at CNet. You always posted some really funny stuff, sometimes with BAB, and always cheered me up when I had a bad day by reading whatever you would say. People like you don't deserve lives like you talked about there.

I haven't been here for very long, but I'm 100% positive you'll surely be missed a lot while you're gone. We'll be waiting for you here back at LF! *super hug!*

[The BB of C offline]

Well, I guess this stuff happens. I'm not sure what else to say.

[Kita K. offline]

The ^,>,< Game will never be the same without you. Bye...

[CHS09 offline]

;__; The ^,>,< Game will never be the same without you. Bye...

NONE of the games will be the same without you. Bye-bye... *hugs*

[TL.]

Shame to see you go! Who will go nuts with the titanium shovels now? LF won't be the same without the titanium shovels!

[flare offline]

bye come back soon! =(

[Overcaffeinated Sloth offline]

Okay... Well, I must admit, this is weird. I left this place for a day, thinking no one would reply. But here it is, I was in the middle of a fight when I wrote this,with Enox, and here it is he's the first to post. And then more came, and more. And I realized that just because some friends leave, doesn't mean I should. So, for now, I'm staying.

But, if I ever do leave for a long period of time, it's either because the computer blew up (It almost did, thank you very much Windows...) It got into a meltdown, or I'm just taking a bit of a break because I'm sad.

Besides, I'm the top 7th poster here, and, in an anonymous e-mail I got, "Like a mother cat, helping newbies to understand the lingo of the freako..."
*Shot*
Okay, no more freako...
*Shot again*
...
*Freak...
*Gun ckick*
O!
*Shot*
WHO IS DOING THAT?

[Paige offline]

YAY!!!!

AB IS BACK!!!!

I'm a little late for that, aren't I?

[The BB of C offline]

It didn't last very long. I think about 26 hours at the most.