I am pwned.

[Rail Runner offline]

maybe tonight I can do that..I am going out with my friend jon again....he is taking me out to dinner tonight *okay that sounded wrong* what him and I usually do is we go eat out at least once a week..since he lives outside of lafayette in another city, he works here in lafayette so we usually get together and hang out and we usually take turns paying for food and stuff., then we are going shoot some pool...

He had me bring some of her favorite music with us last night, and we were listening to it and he says, now you see this music, it encompasses all of the good times that you and her had..dont forget that...I was like..whoa..haha. but he is right...so now when I listen to it...it keeps things more on the positive side. and I can smile and say yeah, she liked this...ya know. he can usually make me laugh at stuff..so its good having him around, I have been knowing jon for 6 years now...he is another one of my best friends...along with yall..

[Lola offline]

OMG I head this story yesterday! That's so bad! I hate cars.

[xgmx 2.0 offline]

ok ill help..
unexepected things happen in life.....you never know what will happen...be thankful you knew her when you did, i know its hard but try your best to remember the good times

[Rail Runner offline]

thanks guys...I feel ok at the moment...but Monday is gonna be the hard part once again...thanks for being here guys...yall are making this easier to handle then it would have been without friends.

[enemyxwithin offline]

This might be a tad little late, but I'm SOOO sorry!!!! I totally feel for you. Just hang in there. Today might be a little hard, but I know you can get through it!!!!

[Rail Runner offline]

well..today went well..as well as can be expected...everything ran smoothly...I didnt sleep at all last night though...I did manage to sleep today once I got home.

The service itself was very touching, I spoke, her family spoke..she may be gone, but she will live on in our hearts. I regret not getting the chance to say goodbye to her though, to tell her how I truly felt...but I think she knows..

I miss her guys, no doubt about that...she was a great friend. I do feel an empty spot in my heart though...but that will pass..her memories will live on as happy ones....thanks for being here guys, I really cant tell you guys how much yall mean to me as friends...without you guys, I dont know where I would be at this moment. Thanks for everything...if you would like to talk to me privately..you know how to reach me..on here..simple pm...on aim..greyhoundriderla, and on yim..metromastermind...feel free to contact me. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask...its ok.

[matsumo itsu offline]

i know im propley late to but im going to help out some.

here at lf we are all family we help. you are truely lucky you knew your friend when you did and just think every one well you know moves on.but hey your friend is propley happier now.

[Rail Runner offline]

I agree...and I guess it just hurts because of the fact that we were basically just alike..and it feels like losing a part of myself along with her...but I know that we will be ok. thanks man...

[LadyLucy offline]

*big fat hug* Poor VSTI. I'm so sorry.....

[Rail Runner offline]

*hugs back* thanks Lucy...everything will be ok though...

[Sanji offline]

Of course you feel bad V. You SHOULD feel bad, you weren't friends and you weren't that close at all if she died and you didn't feel a thing, but oyu do, so its natural to feel like that.

[Rail Runner offline]

yeah....I am honored to have known her...and she told me the same thing...I have many good memories of us spending time together...and that is where my focus rests...the good times...thanks for cheering me up through it all guys.

[matsumo itsu offline]

life is like a book each day is a new page a new year is a new chapter and when someone well you know passes its the end of the book.thats a philosiphy that i learned.

[Rail Runner offline]

thats pretty cool..but everything is getting better.

book em Dano...errr I mean..LOCK.