What going on in my life

[Lyoko SA80 offline]

For the past few months I been feel alot like something.To speak to people about how I feel is getting hard to example and keep my cool head is get harder.To say what I feel is angry (Like I what to kill someone),Lonelyness like no one this going to talk to me or even speak to me .I'm a brick wall .I'm even afaid to speak to my girlfriend which I think you would all know is not like me .

When I start to lose my temper I feel a beast in side ready to fight (Of which I have never done in my life)Since the start of primary school I have been bullyed and it finally stop when I left high school.

This war in iraq and afhg is whating me to do something join thr army/ royal marines but Well as you guess my parnets are totally against the idea.I put my name dowmn for the TA(volinteer army).

The worst thing about it is I feel I getting no were in life .NO friend who like close to me (Girlfriends lives 20 miles away,Mate 1 15 miles away both at college and who are very close to me at college and mate 2 who in high school still and is only 5 miles away a good cycle ride but will my willpower focusing on my meital mind

Code lyoko is dieing out Of which I wwhat it to live forever

I help so many people but I wish people could help me or better be next to me .I'm a lyoko warroier who is at a stage of mental decearse.

[Rail Runner offline]

Dude, I wish I really knew how to help you. But life cant keep everyone together. They are still your friends, no matter how far away they are. Whatever you do, DONT push people away.

You seem to be doing ok. Keep your spirits up, dont let everything that is happening get the best of you.

[phantasm offline]

Loneliness is a horrible feeling. It feels like you’re going nowhere and all the little pains get amplified (like the whole CL ending thing, I can relate to that! Try finding another series, another fandom to get excited about). Whenever something major is bringing me down the little things that I enjoy can cheer me up a little and make me forget.

It must be frustrating. Maybe you have some people on the internet to chat to? Try to give your friends a call. Let out your frustrations with a physical, challenging hobby, maybe there you’ll meet someone… :/

[Lyoko SA80 offline]

Well good news .The reponse of this topic is helping but only to the first point.Thank you to you both for helping.I wish orthers could put part but that's me beening stupied.I feeling a wee bit better.But it getting hard to keep me cool.

[Rail Runner offline]

Its what we do man. As far as for the other stuff, try to contact them and see whats up. I wish we could be more specific, but sometimes life is vague.

[Lyoko SA80 offline]

Well I can't do it will out you lyokofreak's next to me.You guys/girls are the closes thing to a friend near to me I'm going to get.Well in my computer.

[Rail Runner offline]

If we are in your computer..d*mn that must be a tight fit!.......*crickets*...*cough* right.

Well, we are here when you need us.

[phantasm offline]

*shifts* Hey, hey, whose hand is that? :p

I'm not sure what else I can suggest... Keep trying new things, find something you enjoy that can occupy your mind, maybe give your body a work-out. It's hard to be angry when you're exhausted!
And even virtual company is company.

[Lyoko SA80 offline]

Well I'm wanting to start doing some hand to hand combat and work on my ffitness but the problem with tht is I need someone to go with me But I can aways give it a go.mmm I don't know .I watched all of season 1 like a thounand times same with ghost in the shelll. I drawn all I can .I can do some reaseach on smalls arms rilfes and sinper rifles.Thanks that's give me a Few ideas.

[oddsgrlfriend offline]

Oh man do I understand what you mean about the war! I would join to *glares at highschool* Anyways, all you can do for that is keep talking to your parents about it and if they are still against it: VOTE. Only other way to make yourself heard. And you can always email me when you're lonely! I don't mind one bit ^ - ^. And for keeping your cool - try kick boxing or something where you can let the anger out without hurting anyone.

[Lyoko SA80 offline]

He the last time I meation the fact I want to do someething about it .I wanting to give the TA a go and my dad went for me and my first unarmed combat leasson started .Well I'm wanting to do some sort of body combat armed and unarmed (It in my basic trainning ).So you don't mind if a PM you sometime when I lonely.Thanks .

[oddsgrlfriend offline]

PM me all you want buddy.

[Rail Runner offline]

Same here dude, my pms are always open...and you are more than welcome to chat with me..

[Lyoko SA80 offline]

Thanks you two .I'm at the point now were I'm filling out the joining forms and the first part of my selection test after this I be given a date to go down to HMS Railegh(england ) for 8 weeks of tarining. My girlfriend now in my loacl universty stuiding her passion .So we are both happy but scared for each orther.

[oddsgrlfriend offline]

So you are become a real Lyoko warrior huh? XANA isn't gonna stand a chance against you buddy! I really hope things turn out ok for you - the world can use a few more guys like you.

[Lyoko SA80 offline]

Well I'm not really a member of the navy but still a lyoko warroir I think I should chage my name to lyoko sailor but Well doe's it sound right .Plus people today take the piss .I hoping to offically be in the navy at the start of next year but it may come sooner .LOL.