*sigh* having trouble with life in general

[oddsgrlfriend offline]

I don't now how to explain it but I just feel empty. I feel like I lost all my hopes and forgot how to dream. Maybe drained is the word I'm looking for? I don't know. Just so much is going on....

1. My sis is having problems with her stomach and the doctors don't know what to do
2. My friends are fighting
3. I have schedualing coming up for next year and I'm not taking any fun classes and I'm terrified I won't be able to keep up (I'm jumping from Bio 1 to AP Physics and Honors Chem.)
4. I feel like I'm always babysitting my one friend and some times I just want to tell her off for being such a wuss and not being able to control herself.
5. My grandmother is having problems
6. Good Friday will be the anniversary of my Grandfather's death (I was really close to him)
7. My aunts do not get along at all (my mum is the only one on good terms with the other 4) and I'm worried about what will happen if my grandmother dies (she turns 80 on April 19th and her health isn't great) because I think that would just tear my family apart to the point it can't be fixed.
8. I'm having nightmares (all my worse fears - go figure)
9. I turn 16 on April 26 and I'm terrified because that means I'm getting older which means my sis will be entering highschool and I college in like 3 years. I'm scared of leaving her alone at school because we have so many bad people there and she's not the tough one out of the two of us. She's a push over and I'm scared she'll fall in with the wrong people...
10. I'm just sick of acting like everything is ok

The only thing keeping my spirits up is that I'm going to Disney this summer and even then things can change. I don't think anyone knows how much I need to see magic again.

[Gauntlet offline]

One thing I've noticed, and would like to point out.

You are an extremely selfless person. Your only worries are for those around you, and they mean the world to you. Most people overlook others, and think about how other peoples' problems affect their own, personal life. You don't. That is one of the beautiful and endearing traits anyone can possess, and something some people need to adopt into their life.

Just keep your chin up. Some things in life are inevitable, there's no denying that. What matters though, is how you face it, and if you persevere. Just smile right back, and don't let it bring you down.

If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. This goes for everyone else on the forum as well.

[oddsgrlfriend offline]

Thank you so much. I really needed to hear that.

[Zaria offline]

Gauntlet offered some excellent advice. =)
Like Gauntlet said, you just have to keep your chin up.

Life isn't always going to be easy. I've gone through some difficult times, myself. I know exactly how you feel... It's not a pleasant feeling. You just have to march right through it and try to do the best you can, I guess. You sound like a tough person, and I totally respect that. I really hope things get better!

[Darkness Incarnate offline]

One thing I've noticed, and would like to point out.

You are an extremely selfless person. Your only worries are for those around you, and they mean the world to you. Most people overlook others, and think about how other peoples' problems affect their own, personal life. You don't. That is one of the beautiful and endearing traits anyone can possess, and something some people need to adopt into their life.

Just keep your chin up. Some things in life are inevitable, there's no denying that. What matters though, is how you face it, and if you persevere. Just smile right back, and don't let it bring you down.

If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. This goes for everyone else on the forum as well.

I'm going to go with him on this one you are helping others alot and thats great, but sometimes you should also think about you. I love to help others around me but it gets hard if you let all there problems get to you. I will just say try your best and keep being you, things have ways of working out sooner or later.

[Rail Runner offline]

The best advice I can give you is just to keep doing the best you can. Life can be a bit scary at times, but know that you will be ok. As the others have said, keep your head high, and keep doing what you are doing. Things will be ok.

*btw my bday is the same day as yours, so happy early birthday to ya*

[oddsgrlfriend offline]

Happy early birthday to you too! And thanks everyone for the advice - it's all I can think about lol. So ya...you all really helped.

[Rail Runner offline]

We are glad that we could help you, feel free to pm me at any time if you need to talk k?

[. offline]

My only advice is for your friends, and this is something I tell you to take heed in. Figure out who are the ones worth keeping and which ones are expendable. Sounds mean but with 3 months left in highschool I've come to realize as soon as that diploma's in my hand I'm only going to stay in contact with a handfull of them. And of that theres only one in my mind I feel I'm going to keep for a life time.

Just my tip, youngin'